Dec 18, 2004

self-imposed censorship

the tragic consequences of an overly exposed web journal -- everyone reads it. is "everyone" really the audience we want? even if it limits our outlet for creative and emotional catharsis?

christmas time is upon us once again, and i must say i don't feel particularly festive at the moment. i just feel....tired. i have things i have to do, errands to run, people to see. but all i want to do is sleep. and that's saying a lot considering i slept 9 hours already last night.

yet, there's nothing more depressing then having nothing going on.

i can honestly say that's my biggest fear in life -- to have nothing of significance in my life, to not have anything to live for, no reason to wake up in the morning (afternoon).

ok, time to run some errands. the days are too short, the nights are too long. that's what happens when you wake up at 2 in the afteroon.

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