every time it just gets harder to say i'm sorry
feels like i'm losing all my heartfelt sincerity
these empty apologies are slowly killing me

how much longer must i wait before you take this weight?

i'm on my knees, begging you to save me
can i believe, in love enough to change me?

from highest highs to lowest lows, theres only down to go, it seems,
so far from giving you my all, as if i know i'll fall
i'm just so scared that one more time could be my last

that i'd exhaust your grace, that i would make, finally, my last mistake

and now i find i'm here again, nothing left to try, i'm spent
empty boxes, warring feelings, tears are shed up to the ceiling
played again on constant repeat, songs, and words, i long for your sweet
voice again, to reassure me, you've forgiven me completely

why do you take me back again, and again again again....